From: ABC
To: myself
Date: November 20, 2020, 2:35 am
I hate everyone someone who I love always ends up hurting me and i always love the wrong people. I love him so much and he just faked all of it how could he do something like that. I told him everything i went through and he still ends up hurting me. what did i do to deserve this. I never thought much that you were gonna do that wait no honestly I knew. I overthink everything so I kinda saw it coming. You knew how much I tried I opened myself to you and you hurt me. I should have know as soon as you started distanceing yourself from me. You made up lies and yet you have time to text other people, post,like, my posts. What the hell is your deal. There are times i just wanna kill myslef because i dont wanna feel any pain anymore. I lost my best friend i wish i could have him back but its to late for that. i just hate myself so much