I miss you so bad please can we try to find ourselves with each other by our sides. I don't know how to do this without you. You're my sun bro you're everything, we're supposed to hit three years this upcoming month. I don't want to spend it alone, I don't want to spend Christmas alone, this is our season baby why are you pushing me away now? The days feel so long without being able to talk to you or call you at night. Don't you miss me too? I feel so lost without you please come back to me