i dont think u understand just how horrible u made me feel. my life fell apart when u stepped up and i didnt. that moment, when u told me, i remeber it perfectly. it broke me. but i smiled anyways. and now im broken, useless. and i cant get over it. over falling behind, and losing. losing everything. my will to live, my passion for things, my love for my friends and family. everything. and i guess u could say u stole that from me. during that phone call. it was all gone in a matter of seconds.