We met outside where we would have so much fun. You dated my best friend. Then suddenly me and you became best friends. We played many games together. I would like it when you bothered me. I would try to annoy you and it never worked. I loved to text you it was so fun. We never got to hang out a lot. I had always wanted to tell you if you wanted to go on-call or hangout but i was always so shy. I never got to tell you how much I loved you. You probably didn't even love me back. I hate myself for dropping you. I should have kept you. I miss you so much but I'm scared to text you. I loved you in a friendly way. And now I only have memories. I wish I had a chance to tell you that. I do miss you but honestly you never tried in our friendship. I feel like you did not even wanna talk to me you would say you would but now look what happened to us. I feel hurt that you barely even tried. I was so tired of being the only one trying. I should not have let you go but that was my mistake.