Unsent Messages

i miss you. come back please. you’re all i think about. i know we were toxic together and that we couldn't even be friends without fighting but i don't wanna give up and let you go. idk if we are on a break right now because you didn't tell me. you just stopped talking to me. im sorry i ruined everything like you said. maybe i should go visit my mom.. will that make you happy? its like i don’t even know what to do without you. im bored without you. i hardly even talk to my friends. they don't like you and neither does my family but i don't care. i don’t like my family. my sister acts like getting a restriction on my phone to where i can only talk to family will make me “happy” like i hate this family so its gonna make me want to die even more lmao. i hate life. thank you for everything you’ve done. and if you don't want to come back then you don't have too. i just miss you and i wish i was a better person. i’ve became a bitch. towards you. you mean so much to me but maybe its best if you're away from me. youll become happy and it wont hurt you if i die. i wish i could drop all my other friends so it doesn't hurt them either but what if i fail? ill be friendless. i don’t wanna be lonely.