Thank you for checking, it’s not been easy. All I wanted was anything just any news how you were but I never wanted to pressure and make you feel worse and had no one to ask to check for me, ngl I have pushed everyone away because I feel so numb, I workout and work and have blisters over my hands and knuckles, I haven’t slept in days, i will try for you, I just need to hate myself to push to be more. I can’t get you off my mind, I always worry about you and if your okay and how everything is going and if it isn’t good I will keep my eye on here just incase x I will always do whatever I can to protect you Evie, whatever and wherever please remember, I’m a call away x
