I'm someone you wouldn't even give a second thought. But I wish we could be friends. I feel like playing d&d with you would be a blast. I'm just too nervous to talk to you since we aren't that close and we haven't seen eachother in over a year. Hope college is well and that you're having fun. I still pray for you every now and then and hope you're doing ok. I know life can be hard even when it feels like you shouldn't have a problem with it. The classic "I have a great house and family, why am I having such a hard time?" But I hope the feeling doesn't plague you too much and you're able to enjoy the little moment. I have a feeling you'll never see this. But its easier to send this to a sea of words than to say it to you directly.