Unsent Messages

I miss your smile, I always loved it so much, a beautiful full teeth smile which you hate because of your teeth but it always made me happy because I knew they were genuine, cold hard and just pure you. I know that you can’t text me or see me because you need to help yourself, I would do anything to see you but I need you to be happy, i wish I could watch you grow, but I can’t I just hope I’ll see the amazing woman you’ll become later in life, come find me in the future, whenever or wherever, please. I love you and I know I have to let you go to let you heal but my heart hurts because every part of me doesn’t want to. Please take care of yourself and focus on you, i believe in you, I always have ! I want you to be as proud as you were when you got your results in that exam hall at Aylsham. I will always be proud of you whatever you do Evie, you were my first love, and you gave me the truest and happiest moments of my life and I’ll keep them close to my heart till death do us part, I’ll be okay Evie, I’m a trouper remember and so are you.x
Beautiful blue for your eyes too, plus the slight hazel tint, they always gave me such a warm glow, would make me smile just looking at you, make me feel at home. I love you forever Evie, I really do I hope you know that x