i hate how much i like you. why couldn't i just love you like a friend. it hurts knowing that you'll only ever see me as a friend. you keep sending me signals when we hang out in person but then never talk to me afterwards. god you make me so confused. i hate that i still love you. you'll never see me as more than a friend.. it's hard to accept but i guess i have to accept it.. but erica, im still so in love with you. fuck you bro i-