Unsent Messages

hey, i have a crush on u. it started when i sat beside u in the library, u talked to me a few times n i didnt think anything of it. but at one point u went to my keyboard n u js kinda pressed random keys and ohhh my god i cant stop thinking abt it. i cant stop smiling thinking abt u. whenever u talk to me i think abt it n i js smile. and i remember i was trying to secretly look at u, and this was when raven sat in between us like in socials. we made like eye contact right over his head or whatever like U looked at ME when i was trying to look at u- im probably overthinking everything u do but i really like u. i wanted to confess js to idk let u know my feelings towards u but i dont know how since eno had/probably still has a crush on u. i feel like i would b an even worse friend if i confessed to u n alot of people heard that i confessed. so i probably wont confess until i know she 100% doesnt like u anymore. im so sorry, i really like u. i cant help it.