From: ABC
To: Ewan
Date: December 15, 2020, 8:13 am
How do I take the next step when I am consumed by fear and constant worry about what you think about me. You don’t understand how much I like you, when I think about it I don’t even get it sometimes, but that doesn’t stop me. It’s just everything about you makes my heart flutter and I want to spend time with you. Sometimes I believe that it is possible you like me and then sometimes it is the complete opposite. I mean if you really wanted something wouldn’t you make it a bit more obvious? I am just utterly confused and I don’t know what to do from here. How much longer must we continue going on like this before something changes. I feel at this point I really want to say something and see if you like me so we can be something or even if you don’t I can catch myself from falling more and getting incredibly hurt. Then I think their is a 0% chance you like me. I wish we could be something anything......more than what we have now, but then again I like what we have right now is good enough. I try to think from your point of view and not overthink but it just makes things worse, so please say something......