you threw us away so many times. i should of dropped you when you snuck around to see him. i loved you more than i will love anything else, and you didn't even care. i'm tired of settling for you, but i can't let go. i love you too much, as much as i try to forget. i want you to realize that what you're doing is wrong, but you're too fucking ignorant to realize. i miss you, and i love you, but i can't keep feeling this pain.