I can't believe how worthless you made me feel. I can't believe you had so much power over my emotions to the point where I believed everything you said about me, because I thought that you knew me better than I could ever understand myself. I can't believe how much hurt you brought me, and I can't believe you did all the things you promised you'd never do. Maybe it's my fault for getting so attached and giving all my love to you, when I couldn't even put half of that love to myself. I was so overwhelmed. Was I too much for you? Did my emotions scare you? Did you think I'd leave? I wish you could understand me the way I understood you. Maybe that's also my fault, trying to understand every single thing about you, figuring out what made you you. Maybe we're all broken. Maybe we all just have different ways of ignoring it. But mine was you. And when you left I thought that there was no possible way I could be happy or get that same feeling again. And maybe I won't, maybe I haven't. But I think now I'm able to understand why my friends hated the parts of you that I never could. I wish we could forget all of this and try again. I have never had a connection like that with anybody, please come back.