hi. it's been two months. i told people that im over you. i even told you. i told myself that i didn't need you anymore. yet, i still lay in bed every night wondering why i wasn't good enough, what i did to go from "i love you" to "i don't wanna be in a relationship right now". i could've told too. i knew it was gonna happen eventually. i miss you. i hate you. you hate me. yet i still wanna be here, in your arms. i just want you.