From: ABC
To: andrew
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:29 am
What are we gonna do? This feels like such a big decision because there are so many ways that one decision could ruin so much. Say we stay together, it'd be great, but also i'm scared it would cause strain. I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to push you away either. I want to stay together because we want to not because we feel like we have to. What scares me too is that I know I believe in it, that it could work, but I know you don't.
Say we break up again, what happens then? what happens if you figure out that i'm easily replaceable? What am I suppose to do? because I don't see anyone ever being able to replace you and all our jokes and laughs and memories and dreams. I want to do whats best for us, but idk what that is, and what if we choose wrong. How are we suppose to know? I love you and I love all our dreams and I want to make them real. This is just a bump in the road, and I am just praying that we get over it together because I can't imagine my life without you.