Unsent Messages

Right, I still like you a fuck ton and I want to be able to not be a pussy and tell you straight up but I'm nervous about what you would say and if it's the fact that you don't like me back then I'd want to just curl up in a ball and die and probably just cry. I think you are really pretty, especially with glasses ;), and your just so much more than what I deserve. I really want to just be able to cuddle with each other again. That's all I want. You were the reason I got up in the morning, happy. The year we were together was the best year of my life and that one halloween was one of the best days of my life. When it ended I was completely broken, mentally and physically. I just want to be as happy as I was then, instead of going to school every day, knowing I'm never gonna be as happy as I was when I was with you. Its perfectly understandable if you don't feel the same way to me as I'm just a sad sack of shit that puts on a tough act but is really a softie. I just want to be as happy as I was back then with you.