Unsent Messages

bruh i'm not gonna lie, it hurts to see you post pictures with her, mostly because when we were together you never posted me. i hate that you make me care about dumb stuff like this, i'm not usually the type of person who cares about that. but it felt like you were trying to hide me, and i wonder almost every day if you two were seeing each other when we were still together. is that why she's the only one of your friends i never met? funny thing is i'm genuinely happy for you guys. i can tell that she makes you really happy. so much time has gone by and i don't care about you quite like i used to, plus i see now that we just aren't meant to be together, regardless of how much we like each other – it just doesn't work. i know all this, but damn, i really had fun with you. i loved being with you. those three months were honestly some of the happiest of my life. love you forever, wondering why you stopped reaching out, hoping we'll see each other this month, n.