Unsent Messages

I miss you more than anything Evie, I never stop thinking of you and how much I miss every part of you. And being your dickhead, ride or die I always thought. I know I fucked up and I lost you and it hurts because I just want to be by your side through it all. My heart still lies with you, I hate hearing about you because it makes my heart ache but I wish that people will tell me how you are just so I know your okay and safe. I just want to hold you in my arms and tell you how my day was and listen to you and make you smile when your down. I don’t know if the future holds anything for us but I hope it does, I hope you know that you changed my life, you showed me how to believe in myself and be confident and proud of who I am whatever people have said in the past, you made me the happiest person ever, genuinely were the light that saved me from such a dark part of my life and I am forever thankful for that. You are so so strong Evie, never forget that because you doubt yourself and get stubborn but you can do it I’ve always believed you can and you can, please take care of yourself, make sure to take time to self care, because I know you try to distract yourself but just give it a go a bit more and see how it goes. I fell head over heals in love with every part of you since I met you in that crappy art room, and you will always have a special part in my heart till the end.