I love you and have never stopped. I remember when we first me and since then you’ve become a part of my life. I think it’s fucked I can never have you again, I know me and you weren’t on the best terms during our relationship but I have become a changed person. You don’t even give me the chance to show you. You act like I’m still that horrible person that hurt you. But now you’re the horrible person who won’t stop hurting me. And it fucking sucks it sucks it sucks it sucks it sucks. I’ve been depressed and I hardly even think of anything but you. I just wish you could see what you I don’t show you and understand that I do really love you with every last bit of my broken heart. But whatever I guess it’s times to move on. And if you ever see this message just know you’re the reason I was smile and the reason I cry