Unsent Messages

you were and still are my first love. before you, i dated boys who i thought i loved. but when i met you, god i was wrong. two years with you, so many ups and downs. no matter how painful and toxic it gets sometimes, im still here and i still love you so much. ive never stopped loving you. ever. the way i catch you looking at me, the way you smile at me, the way you laugh at me when i do something stupid, your hands, your hair, your smile, your scent, your legs, your arms, your back. just everything about you is perfect to me. the way youll roll over in the mornings and hug me, both of us still half asleep but still so much energy between us. one of the cutest things you do is when im with your mum or dad, and they ask me about personal things that ive only told you. things that i didnt think you would pay attention to, you've told them. it makes me so happy, because i know that youre talking about me to them. although i have my suspicions about some things... i still trust you with my live. i hope we last forever, i want to marry you. i want to have your kids and build a family with you. you're such a family orientated person and amazing with kids, imagine you with our baby. i want to be by your side when you build your career, and you by my side whilst i build mine. whilst we build a home together. i cant wait to grow more and more with you. i love you, always.