Hey, I miss you. I know we're together but you've already expressed you wanna leave. And I understand because I'm not very emotional, I'm not always available to talk, I'm not always even in the mood to talk. But I promise I just put everything I can into this relationship. I'm struggling too. I think I'm at my lowest point. But I'm still trying to be with you. And I think that's part of the problem. But if I loose you, I feel like, I've lost myself everymore. Loosing you is going to hurt even more than the pain I'm going through right now. I know that we're stronger than this. I know I'm not perfect. I know I've brought you down. I know I've made you sad and mad. But I'm trying. And it pains me that I feel like you don't see it. I try to tell you, but maybe it's just not what trying looks like to you. You made me feel like no one ever has before. I've put myself out there for you. I've completed new experiences with you and this shows my trust with you. I just wish we met in another life time.