Hey gramps. I know you have mixed feelings about me. Or you hate me. I hope you realize that I wish you the best. I realized I missed how you made me feel in the beginning. I was never in love with you. The reason I kept going back to you was because of the spark. I was afraid I will never feel that connection with someone else.It’s unhealthy and I’m sorry. It’s time I move on love. I’m sorry I hurt you. But you torn me apart first. I will never allow myself to feel that ever again. I have to learn to love myself. Even if that ment away from you