you have no idea how often i think about you, even after allll these years. i even sometimes still cry over you, more than i’d ever admit. i miss you so much still. time didn’t heal this pain and it’s become clear to me that i’m just screwed. i’m gonna love you forever. and not just like, have love for you like exes do. but i’m gonna be in love with you forever. i’m gonna feel the pain in my chest every time i think about your laugh, your brown eyes, your sweet contagious smile. i’ve never loved somebody so much, and i pray to a god i don’t even believe in to bring me back to you. someday, somehow, i hope it was meant to be. i was so so lucky to be yours.
when I stop loving you the way I do, there’ll be no moon to shine, no sky of blue.