I hope you're proud of me. I miss you all of the time. I still listen to the songs you'd used to play when I was young. I am who I am because of you. It's been so fucking long but you're still in my heart. I miss when you'd smokebomb my room, like what the fuck was that? We'd sit in the basement and laugh for hours. I wish you'd seen how much I've grown, and as much as I wish you'd be here in physical form, I know you're still with me forever. ♡ C