I know I've apologised time and time again for the way in which I went about things, but I just want you to know; if I could it would all have been different. I would've been able to get to know you better and confess my feelings in person. I was young and foolish. But I want you to know, I still count the days since I first realised I had feelings for you and the day I confessed them. It will be a year 10 days from writing this, I miss your voice in it's elegance and still listen to voice notes you sent me, your eyes that gleam & the ways in which you change your hair.
