im sorry i cant be there like i want to. im sorry its not the same. im sorry i only show up when clo is around. it doesnt mean i dont care about you anymore. its the complete opposite. i didnt even know i had these feelings. i wish i didnt. i just want you to be happy, but i sacrifice my happiness by being near. im always here when you need it. i will always drop anything and everything for you. im sorry i wasnt the guy you thought i was. you will always be my first love