Unsent Messages

to this day you are still the only person i’ve ever truly loved with all my heart, but you broke me. i’ve never felt so much love and pain in my life all from the same person but you somehow managed to do it. i would’ve done anything for you, not even mountains could’ve stood in my way of loving you but i guess she could. i hate you so much for hurting me. it’s been almost 2 years yet i still hurt of the thought about everything we’ve been through. i hate you because i don’t think i’ll ever stop caring about you and deep down i know that if you texted me i’d be there in a heartbeat because i will always love you even if i don’t want to. our love was magical but we were so bad for each other and i’m sorry for hurting you too. when i think of our relationship i see blue. i’m not sure why but overall blue is the color that comes to mind. it reminds me of how pure and innocent life was before you broke me. i’ll never feel the happiness i felt before you because i will always now know how painful the world can be. before you i had so much hope for life and now after you i’ve lost that innocent feeling of being naïve cause now i truly know how sad life can get. so overall the color i best relate you with is blue.