yes this is specifically 4u, ur probably never going to see this but it’s okay. i hate you so much i don’t even know what to do anymore, yet i miss you. u ruined my life when u met me. i’m in so much pain, i’m forgetting about everything. i can’t focus on anything anymore. i don’t feel anything for anyone else. all i want is you. i love you get hate you. idk what to say lol