i thought you were my person i thought that maybe over time i’d also be yours but i never did become your person, i never became the person you found peace in, the person you look for in a crowded room, the person you think about when someone talks about a person they love like you did for me. i sometimes feel like we could have been soulmates but we’re the type of soulmates who aren’t meant to be. when i was younger i always thought first loves would be the ones that are perfect and romantic and that you’d get together with your first love then eventually you’d break up and then you’d find each other again and get back together in a decades time but thats not what it is, maybe we will cross paths again in the future and be what i thought we were going to be. poems, i could still write so many poems about you. you’re still the light at the end of the tunnel and you’re still one of the reasons i have to keep going. one of a kind, i swear. fuck you for the way you treat me but thank you as well because hey i wouldn’t be alive if it wasn’t for you g?