Unsent Messages

hmm. where do I start. well, I loved you a lot kid. and I do mean a lot. and you just kept hurting me and hurting me. and I kept forgiving you and giving you chance after chance bc you were supposed to be changing but you didn't change. you're not the person I want to be with anymore. I still love you and I know that I always will, but I don't know how I could ever be in a relationship with you again. you do fucked up shit b. and you don't like to own up to it. and when I call you out on it, you make me out to be the bad guy. as if I am trying to be an asshole to you, when in reality I'm trying to push you to be a better person. I've been trying to fucking help you grow but instead, you want to stick to the toxic ass mindset of the rest of this godforsaken generation. and I mean if that is what floats your boat then good for you, but I'm not putting up with that shit. not for you, not anymore.