you have broken me way too many times to count. i have needed you more than i have ever before and were you there? no you simply chose another friend to care for over me. that broke me. because of that i will never be the same. i spend my life seeking validation and love in a place that would never give it back. not even if i got on my hands and knees and begged. i tried to love you hell i even still do. but where has that gotten me?