Dear Michael, you hurt me. Actually you hurt me a lot but I don’t have the courage to tell you. What am I supposed to say that I’m so sensitive that your little jokes and shoves hurt me? I can’t do that, you’re already going through so much. Nonetheless I love you so so much and I hope you get the strength to be the best you even if we don’t end up staying friends. I’ve loved this friendship for longer than I can ever say but if you truly don’t want the friendship I hope you’ll speak up soon.. I hate feeling this way.