Unsent Messages

I’ve had a crush on you since 3rd grade. And i’ve never had the guts to tell you. Last year we got really close but then corona came. I wish we could have that same bond we did now. Hopefully school goes back to normal because i really miss our laughs and getting in trouble together. Back then I wasn’t confident. But now that I am i really hope we can get close again and even closer than last time. I always wonder if you think about me. If you care. And i really hope you do. You probably forgot about that class we had together and you probably don’t even care. It was probably nothing to you, and didn’t mean anything. But it sure did to me and i hope you feel the same. Your different Ethan. I’ve never met someone like you. Anything you say makes me laugh. Your smile, and your hair, but damn your personality. When we got in trouble for laughing and it was my fault, you told the teacher it was you. And got me out of trouble. You blamed it on yourself. And you probably think nothing of it that you were just being nice. But to me that meant the world. You didn’t have to do that, but you did. And that shows how truly good of a person you are. Your like perfect Ethan. And i’m not, which hurts me because your too good for me. But i really hope we can be that close once again. :)