dude you hurt me so much and i physically can’t handle it. when i ended things it was because i know you were gonna hurt me and i wasn’t ready for it. and then u called me and made fun of my looks, called me sped, and and made sure i felt like the biggest dumbass. that night i was in the shower and just started having the biggest panic attack. i thought i was gonna pass out in that shower. even after all that i still fucking miss you. i miss you so much it hurts. and your fucking friend even told me to overdose but that’s fine because i really miss you.