Unsent Messages

I miss you so much, the way we could make each other laugh in a place that was slowly Destroying me. The way that I always got so lost in your ocean blue eyes. I remember the time we just stood in the rain and talked. How you made sure to save me a fresh strawberry. The way that when you were there everyone else disappeared. I remember the time you tried to sit with me during a break and I was so nervous so I barely even looked up but you just sat there and told me about your new braces. I also remember the next spring when we were in the rain I realized they were gone and you laughed about how long it took me to realize; Even though your had an amazing smile I was always too lost in your eyes. I remember the last time we saw each other and time stoped the minute we touched but the reality of me leaving brought me back. I know you never felt the same way but I know you felt the spark that time. I told you I missed you and you said we would hang out but we never did. I miss you and I know you don’t miss me.