i don't know if i actually love you or if it's the idea of you that i'm in love with. we haven't even talked in months but you're still in my mind everyday and i have no idea why. i don't know why we stopped talking anyway, i got scared and started to over think and i know you had no idea what you were doing. i'm too scared to message you again but i'm hoping one day i bump into you and we talk. i still talk about you to my friends and even my new friends as if we just spoke. i hope we can try again