From: ABC
To: E
Date: December 5, 2020, 6:55 am
tonight you broke me more than i ever thought i could be broken. maybe it wasn't just that one thing you said to be around... an hour and 15 minutes ago, but everything's been building up. i am SO sorry what i have to do for me is going to hurt me. you probably wont be hurt though so that's all that matters. YOU'RE all that matters. literally as long as you're happy... im not happy but i feel better. i know everyone says that but now i know it's true.
there's a lump in the back of my throat and im trying not to cry writing this. my phone is beside me and it hasn't lit up in and hour and 20 minutes. it's only 11:00pm there. what're you up to? because i know you're awake. i just wish you would be awake with me. you know i stay up for you? sure. we both f-ed up our sleep schedule over the summer and were like "awe"... but i still f it up. for you. lol. wtf ever. im done.
bye bebe. i love you. still.