Unsent Messages

I really thought I would hate you for all the times you’ve hurt me but I miss talking to you instead. I been hoping you would reach out to me but we both different now and I don’t think we will ever be the same. I still think of you and it happens a lot more frequently and I think that’s because you’re thinking of me too. You once told me “if you think of someone and you can’t get them out of your head it’s because they’re thinking of you too” I really believe in that. I really hope you reach out. I remember you pulling my sock and us laughing. I hold onto that. You were the only one who helped me when I was at my lowest. I feel like I damaged you. You were such a golden person and I feel like I ruined you but id like to make amends with you. I love you