You make me so scared. I actually care, and I'm so fucking scared of the power you hold over me. I'm so scared that half of me wants to ask for assurance 24/7 and the other half wants to block you and never respond. Because I'm falling for you. And I hate that I like it. I hate that I find myself smiling as I think about imaginary situations with you. I hate that I blush when you text. I hate that whenever you say goodnight, I dream about you. And I hate that you're not here right now, to hold me. You scare me so much, because you're so sweet, because you make me feel so beautiful and special. So please, don't break me just because you can.
Love, Jolie
