I love you so much it hurts. I would answer your call at 2 AM still. drive to you one more time. Romance wasn’t for us though, it hurt. You’re my best friend. We stopped talking but it hurts more than you know. to have you as a friend was special. You knew me in ways others didn’t. I still trust you. I’m sorry for making you feel any different. I don’t want to spend 2021 in ill will.