Heidi, I love you. I love you so fucking much. I love you to the moon and back. Your so amazing and perfect and pretty and everything I could ever love. But you don’t love me back. I understand. I’m not that much of a likable person. I could only dream for thousands of years that one day you would like me back. That’s just a far off fantasy though. I still love you. I love you with my whole heart. It hurts so much. Please Heidi, I know you won’t see this but I just wish you could say you love me, even if it’s fake.