Unsent Messages

you are one of the most confusing people i've ever met. i could never tell how you felt. it made me feel like shit. you confessed your feelings to me after nearly two years of friendship, I wish I had never opened that message, or maybe just ignored it because I'm sure things would be different if you hadn't sent it because I didn't feel the same way yet I wanted to still be best friends. we still consider each other friends but I don't know what to think anymore. maybe it's us growing out of each others company but I can't bear to think that happening. it scares me because you are the best friend I've ever had and I don't want to lose you. but you keep on choosing everyone over me-especially that guy you know isn't good for you. I hope you haven't lost interest in me, I can't imagine a life where we aren't friends. I don't think I could ever find anyone that replaces you. i truly believe we are soulmates, we are the same person in different bodies which makes us clash. i love you and always, best friend