you died that day we broke up for the last time. you're unrecognizable. i miss him so much. i mourned him for months. he introduced love to me. star wars. i gave him the west wing. aaron sorkin. if he had a grave i would visit him everyday and deliver flowers and chocolates. i'd leave that baby yoda plush on the stone. why did you kill him? i loved him more than anything. why would you ever do that to me? i hope new ryan can live with the fact that he killed someone. more than a year after we met, and i still miss you more than anything. -v, aka: clover.
