you said you wouldn’t leave. you promised you weren’t going anywhere. and now i’m lying in tears wondering what i did wrong. why you couldn’t stay. why i wasn’t good enough. it feels like i’ll never be the same and i don’t know what to do. i’m scared to love anyone again. i’m terrified they’ll leave and end up as a stranger who knows all my secrets, just like you. i never ever thought you’d go. i don’t want you to feel guilty. i just wish i could understand. i wish i could have been enough.