its been a week. it should have been our anniversary today. i really miss you. i still cant wrap my head around it dude. it was one sided i think, but i love you. i know youre not ready for a relationship but i wish you told me earlier, and i wish we could still be us. i really really miss you aidan. fuck you though. i feel sick everyday and cant eat. this is fucking me up dude. its saturday and thats usually our day. i should be at urs right now. please come back soon dude. i want to talk to you so bad but you dont want to. i miss you so much