Unsent Messages

i miss them so freaking much man it hurts so so much, it's breaking me. i never ever thought i would be this distraught over someone ever...but here we are. hurt. again. they dragged me out of a place i wanted out of and made me so happy. but they left and found someone else so i've gotta be happy right? otherwise i'll look selfish. our love was made for movie screens i just do not understand that they said the loved me but left so easily and for what? what did i do wrong? what did i not give you that she has? i miss you so much, i wish you would come back, for me. our story does nit end like this i know it doesn't it can't. the things i would do to be still stargazing with you and talking about the moon. i didn't think i would fall for you until that laugh. your laugh. that stupid laugh, and your stupid smile bro. i knew i loved you from the second we stayed up on call till early hours of the morning talking and laughing about nothing, and when when you fell asleep on call and you told me it was because you felt safe. if i could go back in time and change things i would but i can't, sadly.
please come back i miss you,nothing will change but i love you,today, tomorrow and forever. you know when you have children and they ask you who your first love was? it's you. this is goodbye my love. in another lifetime maybe we're supposed to be, just not this one.