Although we ended on bad terms and you always made me feel so sad I still cared and had so much love for you. You were my first true love, my soulmate. My heart really beat for you. I just don't understand how everything took such a bad turn? I've talked and went out with boys but they will never be you. I really believe you were it for me, I cannot be with someone without comparing them to you. I just wish I could shut off my feelings for you the way you did so quickly. To this day I still put on a brave face and act like I do not care about you when deep down in my soul it breaks me to see you living perfectly fine without me.
