i still have two copies of the picture u asked me to make. and that’s enough to remind me how i was happy and trusted you not to hurt me. i thought things were going good. turns out i’m just not good enough. because i’m not her. when you were talking about her i felt myself breaking. so i just paused myself and listened to you talk about her and how much you love her. you said she made you feel safe. you said the same thing to me. but now i wonder if you actually meant it.
you’re a really great guy. i see how people look up to you. plz don’t change.
i honestly don’t wanna lose you.