I feel like you are loosing feelings... I cry most nights when I think about everything I’ve forced myself into doing. I regret forgiving you again and again. I should’ve just left. I was so foolish. Now I’m just stuck in this relationship. It just feelings like the same thing everyday. I don’t know what to do. I know I will be so lonely without you but I can’t leave you. I promise you that. :/ I’m so sorry. I don’t even know if you truly care about me. I wish you would leave me. But I know it will crush me and I will be so lonely. I blocked my 2 friends for you. And I feel like I have hardly anyone now...
