Unsent Messages

I think about you everyday. Even though I never loved you and I never really knew you. We lived parallel lives, we went to the same schools with the same people for 14 years and yet I never got to know you, I’m sorry for that I’m sure you were just as amazing as everyone says you were. One thing I do know is your friends spoke so highly of you and loved you endless amounts - I can’t say I’ve ever heard a bad word about you. I’m sorry for what happened to you, I think about you and your family everyday. I know you’re looking down on the ones you love. You made the most of your life and I only wish you could’ve spent many more years enjoying life to it’s fullest - you really deserved it Cal. Gemma told me that you paint the sky whenever there’s a beautiful sunset, I think of you every time i see one. Although I didn’t know you well I knew you were a beautiful person who clearly had a beautiful soul. I hope you’re resting well cal, we’ll see you soon xx